In this raw and candid memoir, a gray-area drinker embarks on a journey of self-discovery and sobriety. Tired of numbing her emotions with alcohol, she decides to treat sobriety as a creative act rather than a punishment. As she confronts her past and the reasons behind her drinking, she realizes that no one is coming to save her - she must save herself. Through moments of struggle and triumph, she learns to embrace her vulnerabilities and find strength in her sobriety. This is a powerful story of resilience, self-discovery, and the healing power of taking control of one's own life.